I really thought that you meant what you said, and wow, you really deserve an applause. You actually had me to believe that you actually cared. Man, you're good.
All my life I've dealt with the same old thing, and you proved to me that you're no different. Actually, kind of worse. I never really had any other person hurt me like you, and you probably will never know that, even if I ever tell you, because of course you never do anything wrong...But guess what, you did lie, you did forget the consequences of your actions, you did hurt me to my soul. What's funny is you don't even care enough to ask, and that in itself is sad, so sad. It wasn't me who changed, because it could have been good, heck it could have been great. And I wanted that to happen, but guess not. That's life, people leave, and that's something us as the people are gonna have to realize. And I guess after all this, after how many times i've gone through this, I have finally realized that. You're actually one of the most selfish/selfless people I have ever met,and I don't even know how you make that happen, but you do. It really hurts me to see your life make such a drastic change..I want to cry sometimes, want to help..Oh wait, I did try to help..Guess you didn't listen. And I know you blame me for it, I know you point the finger at me, and i'm sorry for my part. but you don't even know half of it...
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